previously on flower on the shit season4
2 weeks have passed since I opened “Bar half-moon OK” as Monday’s master, the tiniest and dirtiest bar in Shimokitazawa, Tokyo fitted into my style as my instinct told me when I saw it the first time. A lot of friends of mine, people I met on the street, regular customers of Suzunari-Yokocho and friends of friends came to drink there and it was full of customers every Monday. But I had only one worry that time, and the day “22nd of Dec, 2012” my worry day came.
The 22nd of Dec, 2012, Most people are probably forgetting about that day but I remember that day clearly. Two days before Christmas Eve, people who were around me talked of nothing else but one big rumor. The rumor called the 2012 phenomenon was a range of eschatological beliefs that cataclysmic or otherwise transformative events would occur on or around 21-23 December 2012. This date was regarded as the end-date of a 5,126-year-long cycle in the Mesoamerican Long Count Calendar (It is often known as the Maya Long Count Calendar), and that’s way a lot of people including the scholar suggested the human extinction on the ground of a meteorite impact, big earthquake, super flare, or they suggested the conspiracy theory of a secret society, an invasion by aliens, or the dawn of the new era by a new breed of people.
The biggest reason why I worried that day, I really believed this big rumor. I was freaking out about it, I searched a lot of information on the internet and I believed it. I also prepared emergency supplies in my 70L backpack and wherever I went, I took it and my laptop
However, on the 22nd of Dec,2012, I decided that I’ll sit down on the street and draw portraits as usual, even if today is gonna be the last day of my life. I sat down in front of Shimokitazawa station and there I met a girl at the end of that day. I drew her portrait and we talked about the end of the world, then we went to drink to Bar “Idiot Savant” (Yes, Jaaah Rastafari!!)
“Thank you for coming” I introduced her to the master and we drank his amazing cocktail, then after we drank a couple of glasses, the girl began to ask me slowly and quietly.
Do you want to know the secret of the universe?
We started to walk from the Bar “Idiot Savant” to my house. “Do you have any drugs in your house?” she asked me and I said “yes”. “OK. take all of them in your house, and when you get high and helpless please ask me again,” she said. At that time, I had the loophole hallucinatory herb which had come into fashion in Tokyo. I took all of it as she told when we arrived at my house and I asked her the secret of the universe as soon as I got fu*king high.
“I came to this Earth stage as a correspondent of a big company of the universe.”
The first thing she said it, I panicked in a flash. “OMG… Are you kidding me?” The date of that day, the big rumor I really believed, the mysterious girl in front of me and the loophole hallucinatory herb made me fu*king high. All of those circumstances surrounding me made her words very real and I thought that the situation which I’m facing now was happening all over the world at this moment.
“There are a lot of planets as Earth in this Universe. There are a lot of delightful planets and enjoyable planets.” “There are a lot of organisms, some organisms are living in spaceships and some organisms are living without a body.” “What do you mean?” “You are an earthling but you will die when your life is over and nobody knows what you will become in your next life.”
“We already decided why I will be born here before we came to this world. We are living for remembering your destiny. It is not for learning but for the growth of a spirit and for remembering who I am.”
“Everything made of elementary particles in this world, yes, like a polka dot but even your brain which thinks this is like a polka dot is also made from things like a polka dot.” “Does polka dot have a spirit? Where are the spirits at all? Nobody knows about it.”
She went on taking.
“The brain is the super hi-tech receiver. but most of the people’s memory are full. We should have a lot of sleep and have dreams and decrease the memories. then our thoughts will be clear, we can think positively. So, If we can be positive, we don’t need to think about unnecessary things. The negative person thinks too much about a lot of things around them.”
“It is important to have consideration for others but if you take as much notice of others, you gradually become to be a negative person. In fact, nobody knows what other persons are thinking exactly and it is just a waste of time to think about anybody. Why? How? What is it for? the questions are exactly negative things.”
“So, If you don’t have any question, you can be positive. Stop the infinity loop of thinking, to become simple and think about positive things. Then, the inspiration begins to spring up in the space that you got for stopping to think. Super senses strong up from holy things. That’s way, stop too much thinking.”
“What I want to say exactly, Everybody has a god on their own heart. The person of awaking can talk with the god inside your heart. The god advice you like “Hey you! This way looks interesting!!” when you are in a critical phase. Living to follow your inspiration or living to follow your excitement makes the realization of your thinking. I’m also one of the persons of awaking. According to the story of extraterrestrial, the number of the persons of the awakening reached 1,444,440 people over the world and “The Ascension” rapid speeded up since 12the Dec 2012 then, started it exactly since 21st of Dec 2012.”
“The Ascension? What is that!?” I asked her while my brain was getting crazy.
“So, From now, our era or civilization begins to change.” She answered my question.
“It was a sharply bipolar division of the right and wrong, light and darkness, or Yin and Yang until now, but the new world will be all together, Yes, the world of harmony!! Everybody will begin to notice that there are an infinite number of colors between light and darkness”
“However, The people who will be in the light world and who will be in the dark world will separate from each other. The world will separate between the positive world and negative world. The people who will stay in the fourth-dimensional world and who will be in the fifth-dimensional world also will separate from each other. The thought will realize and the world will change depending on your way of thinking.”
“Also, The world will separate depending on how many percents will be positive or negative. From the year of 2013, we begin to separate from the way of the world you want to go and if we will separate the way, we will never meet each other again. So, it depends on your mind which ticket you will select. It becomes gradually difficult to change the other train.”
“Where should I go?” I asked her.
“Of course, The most interesting way is the light train, 100% positive world!”
“…?? Can I go wherever my thoughts take me?”
“Yes! Up to your thoughts!! No matter how many dimensions, you can go even to a different earth as well!! If you like to fight, you will go to the killing world in the earth of death and destruction but If you are thinking “I’m happy, life is enjoyable, grateful for everything, we are family, we have eternal life, thanks for that!!”, you can live 100, 200, to 500 years!!”
“You can go wherever you want!!”
At this point, only 15 min have passed since she started talking. Even if I am looking back at that time, I still don’t understand what exactly she was talking about. But at that time, I was indescribably fun*ing high, I absolutely didn’t understand what was going on around me and the girl who I was not sure whether she was human or not in front of me. But I was really attracted to her who knew a lot of things which I have never known and I started to hope that she was extraterrestrial.
Then, I interrupted her story and I kissed her.
I thought this way extends as far as 100% positive world at that moment.